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Strange feeling, it's really just a number, but in a little while, if nothing happens to me, I will have clocked up 50 years, as my birth date was 12th December 1954. I did major research on hiring, buying, reselling bikes and as I got closer to purchasing one, Angela & Dad offered to buy one for me for my birthday and Christmas present. Today I finally picked up a 26 speed Avanti ATB and it's riding well. Although there's a slight problem with the gears, I'll take it back in on Monday for Natural High to adjust.
Been doing a few rides on a borrowed bike and apart from a stiff head wind occassionally, it's a great place for a bike. Main roads are a nightmare, car drivers have little awareness of cyclists here, as in the UK.
Dad continues to show signs of improvement to his health, with Angela's invaluable and constant support. This evening Helen and I prepared the evening meal, full roast lamb followed by gin and tonic jelly, summer fruit and custard for pudding.
It's great being here with family and a lovely environment, however, I cannot shake off the 'blue' feeling I've had for the last 5 years. If it wasn't for my work, my heart would feel quite dark. It mainly stems from not being able to be fully at ease and understood. I've been on my own for so long now, I doubt whether things will change. We'll see, 50 years down! Can't believe it.
Yesterday got into Nelson airport. Oh boy, it IS really beautiful. Warm, sunny. Last night we had a 1st, all of us together for the first time. Dad, Angela, Helen, Kemp and me. Roast lamb dinner, the best lamb I've had in years with my family. Really very special and I've got almost 6 weeks more to go,
Well I got here in one piece, now in Domestic Departures and my connecting flight to Nelson is delayed by an hour, so leaving at 9.25am. It's a really long flight here. I got quite indignant at Los Angeles airport. We disembark then queue for ages to go through a security check which included being finger printed and had a photo taken. I wasn't entering the USA so feel that this was totally unecessary infringement of my liberty. All to do with 9/11 apparently, feels more like a way of engendering panic and fear. Talking to two fellow passengers on the way shortened the journey time, and they were good company. A theological student setting out on an adventure round NZ, Australia and Asia and a lecturer in Geology from Imperial College. I turned on my phone in Auckland and got a welcome text from NZ Vodaphone and a text message from Mike. 

